Someone please tell me,
How is being afraid that if one day you dissappoint someone so close to you and then they just leave — crazy?
Afraid to lose a close person is not crazy. It shows that you really like that special person more than ever.
But you think im crazy. Im so confused because you said the exact same thing to me before.
I said sorry and then you say im annoying.
Idk what to think and do because i accidentally do something so bad to you and you hate me.
I try to speak my words cuz i need a voice too but you just think my goal is trynna make u feel like crap.
Then later on you get nice to me.
Im so emotionally abused idg anything.
I always get called names.
And you wonder why im so fucking insecure.
Srsly man u used to want to listen n understand me n talk to me but now u said u dont even like me but u wanna stay but dont know the reason
Ugh all u do is fucking touch me man u never wanna listen to what i have to say anymore
I FELT A MINI EARTHQUAKE OMGGGG IM GUNNA DIEEE
Now people are posting on fb saying it was awesome LIKE WTF STOP WE COULDVE DIEDAM I SUPPOSED TO BE BUTTHURT WHEN I GET CALLED A JEW?
CUZ I JUST GOT CALLED A JEW LIKE ITS A BAD THING
Its just weird cuz im christian and jews arent all bad cept to the nazis????????? Idk how i got called a jew??
I AM PHSYCHOLOGICALLY CONFUSEDDDD
Whenever i vent my feelings i just get looked at like im crazy or wanna stir up a fight.
It freakin sucks that no one will understand.
I have no one to trust anymore.
So it’s better to just not talk at all.
